Wow tonight was insane. Me, adam, chealyn, tiffany, james, and ted all got in teds car to go see a llama. His cars only supposed to hold 4 people so i'm surprised we didn't get pulled over. Then we all kept getting these creepy fucking "private caller" phone calls and it was this person with a creepy fucking voice asking us where we were and what we were doing and shit. And they talked in this really deep voice, like the guy from scary movie. So it's obviously someone from park falls doing it cause they called a bunch of us. Fucking retards.
Anyway, i'm getting kind of pissed off at Gary. He just, I don't know, he doesn't get it. We aren't going out, but he treats me like i'm his girlfriend. He gets soo pissed when other guys try hitting on me and shit, and he gets pissed when I flirt with other guys. Like last night at citgo, josh (lunchbox) wanted my phone number and shit, so I gave it to him and he kept flirting with me and stuff, and Gary was there too and he got all fuckin pissed off and walked away. And then today Ted and me were kinda flirting and stuff and he wants me to come over tomorrow, and Gary got all fuckin pissed then too. He even gets pissed when guys talk to me, not even flirting just talking. That's fucked up. He's even trippin about jeff and steven and beaner and just everybody that's a guy that I'm friends with. I don't know what to do about him anymore.
Anyway, I have some fucking great news. He, the guy that I wasn't supposed to talk to ever cause his parents hate me, the one that I really really liked for a while, talked to me today. I saw him at citgo and he stopped and talked to me for a little bit, and then I met up with him at the lanes. Good times. Yeah, seeing him again pretty much reminded me of why I liked him in the first place. Wow he's georgous. He's got these new contacts now, they are soo awesome. They are blue...like really light blue with red around them. I told him they make him look like a zombie. He said that he's scared a bunch of little kids with them, that's hilarious. So he says he wants to do something with me this weekend, cause now he has a car and he basically can go wherever and his parents won't know about it. I'm. So. Happy. So hopefully i'll see him this weekend :).
Bruehling called me today. He wanted me to come up to phillips with him, but he said he wouldn't be able to get a a ride back so i'd basically have to stay the night. My dad would totally not let that one slide. Plus, could he have made it any more obvious that all he wanted from me was a piece of ass? I mean come on now, this is coming from bruehling. He's tried soo many times since we broke up to get me to go back out with him or get me to sleep with him, and I just won't do it. He fucked up, why should I go back to him? And why should I give in and give him what he truly wants from me for that matter? Fuck him. We can be friends if he wants to, but strictly friends.
well i gotta go i'm tired and if im going to teds tomorrow i gotta go to sleep now or i'm just not even gunna wake up tomorrow lol. Peace!